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| mary, bring on the wiccaning, and misc. stuff... |
| 02.23.04 (8:24 am) [edit] |
So Mary (my sister) had surgery and she's much much better now, even though I'm really worried that it'll happen again. This is about the fourth time in the past two years. It's really quite scary.
I'm also really worried that they will have to remove her ovaries eventually which would be horrible because I know she really wants kids.
So sucky.
But she's in not so much pain, which is good, and they took her off those nasty narcs.
Anyway, on to something else more pleasant. I think I've finally convinced my mother and father to let me go to something remotely pagan. They're being a bit too tentatively about this and it's bugging me. JUST LET ME GO! I wanna go to the Witch's Meet Up! Hopefully, they'll let me go this week. They said they'd "think about it".
Cross your fingers!
Oh, fairy costumes! I'm going to a punk faery for MORP this year (anti-prom party). It looks awesome so far! Cute slashed skirt, tank top, and long gloves, very cute. Making wings all this week and with Annie over the weekend. Very cool.
Am Bridgeting again.
Yeah, and ignore this:
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| big 'ole sorry and other stuffs... |
| 02.19.04 (8:53 pm) [edit] |
I'm sorry I haven't been posting much lately. I've been trying to stop being a bum and keep up my falling grades. I'm just so hassled right now. I seriously need my spring break next week. But two days off school might do it for me.
No more news on my sis. They still don't know what is wrong with her.
But I've realized I owe my mom a lot more than I think I do. I had no idea how hard it is to make dinner and be at work or at school during the day. I think I'm going to write her a love note for all the things she's done for me. I love my mumsie!
Anyway, I need to finish my homework now since I've procrastinating lots.
Also, my friend, Annie, hasn't been having a good day. Poor girl, found out the guy she really liked it a ho. A Dustho.
Stupid bastard.
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| mary, mary... |
| 02.17.04 (8:18 pm) [edit] |
My sister, Mary, is in the hospital again and my mom is leaving town tomorrow to go stay with her until Sunday night. I'm really worried for her and ask everybody to pray for her.
She's had so many problems and she's never going to make it out of med school anytime soon at this rate. My poor Mar Mar.
Anyway, I'm working on some new fairy wings, which I don't think I've ever talked about. I make fairy wings. They're quite pretty. Maybe I'll post some pictures sometime.
Not much more to talk of. I have to go shower and sleep. Most important...
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| keeping up with "kinners".... |
| 02.11.04 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
So, sorry for the whole non postage thing.
Anyway, don't go to work on Monday 'cause I've got a god awful stomach-ache and was very much considering staying home the next day when low and behold!
The GODS SMILED UPON THE DOWLING CHILDREN!
Water main busted at school so we had no school! Rock on! I slept until 12:00 in the afternoon then got up and got my hair cut, which looks very nice now with all the lovely red layers. Must re-dye my hair on Friday night though. I'm kinda excited for the whole Winter Formal thing, which is most unlike my normal anti-social tendencies.
Oh, yes, must say one thing about what I learned at work today.
Deep guy voices make anything sound plain wrong.
Sooooo, back on subject.
Went back to school today and Laffey cut his hair! He looks like a Roman! I'm gonna call him Patricus! Annie Wills and I were imagining him in one of those skirty Roman soldier things and a breastplate.
Weird.
But I had to give blood today.
I'm DEATHLY afraid of needles. Giving blood involves needles.
Not a good thing, right?
So I go down to the small gym and get all ready to go get "vampired" and I'm shaking.
I was shaking so bad that they wouldn't let me finish the donation. I only donated about 2/3 of the blood you usually do. They scraped the vein wall too, which really hurt. I've got a nice bruise, though it isn't changed colors that much(I tend to get the tender skin associated with bruises without the color change). Hurts like a bitch. Not a fun experience, but it helps people out, so I'll do it again anyways.
Ick, needles...
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| luke, annie, and "yuuummm, good air!"... |
| 02.07.04 (10:54 pm) [edit] |
God, soooo much fun tonight! SOOOOO MUCH FUN!
Just got home from Lukas's house. I had gone out with Luke and Annie to go see School of Rock, but it had left Nova, so we went and saw Gothika. Very very fun! Annie held my hand the entire time and squeeze it soooo tight. I just shut my eyes when it got scary.
Then we went over to Luke's house and fusted around for a while. Good clean (well, semmi clean) fun!
God, I adore those two.
And, if I may say so myself, I was on a roll tonight. Yeah, me!
Anyway, was fun, should repeat, I'm tired.
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| science experiments, bad angel, and musical blues... |
| 02.04.04 (7:50 pm) [edit] |
My sister and dad are in the basement building contraptions for her science project. You have to pop a ballon, light a candle, and open a pop can by making a machine to do it for you not using an engine or batteries.
Her's is very....well, the nicest word would be....interesting...
hum...
Anyway, Angel was sooooooo depressing. Get to watch that show for the first time in about a month and it depresses the shit out of me. Thanks, Joss.
Musical posting went up today. Not much to be excited about. Pretty much already knew who'd get what. Annie Williams is slightly pissed at me, me thinks, for not telling her she wasn't 8 O' Annie (so I can't spell the damn name, sue me).
Sorry, can't break my word, Bamboze-zala.
Not much more to say today.
Oh yeah, made a kick ass CD insert for the Moulin Rouge CD I burned Pat. Kick ASS!
Hum...might go take a shower and go to bed...I'm tired...
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| the fires of kildare, apology, and stuff... |
| 02.01.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
Today is the eve of Candlemas, the celebration of the light of Brigid, who is the goddesss of creativity, poetry, milk, and wisdom. She's my favorite goddess and my confirmation saint, which is slightly ironic.
Anyway, sitting in my room right now, which is all dark except for the bluish glow of computer screen and a candle in my window. It's the candle Annie Williams gave me for Christmas, a lovely irredescent candle holder which makes lovely patterns on the wall when it's lit. I wrote a few poems today in honor of Brigid.
Very ironic how we are having a big snow storm on the eve of her pre-spring celebration. Yes, please send us snow, Brigid!
It started to snow, which is good. We're supposed to get quite a bit but it didn't snow all day and I was getting worried that perhaps I wouldn't get a snow day. I so badly want one!
Anyway, on to other things.
I'm sorry I so depressed and stuff. It's just my nature, once springs comes I'll be better.
Went to the doctor again yesterday, had to use that bloody nebulizer. God damn it! I hate that thing. Anyway, they have no fucking clue what's wrong with me. Humph. So much for modern medicene.
Not much more to talk of today, except, don't you think that as a non-Catholic, i.e. Wiccan, I shouldn't recieve communion? Even if my mother still considers me to be a Catholic?
It makes me uncomfortable taking communion. I think it's derespectful and demeaning to those who believe in it. Makes me squirmy just thinking about it. Oh well.
So, everybody pray for no school tomorrow.
Oh, that reminds me.
A few days ago, a social worker and a house sitter were shot by their highschool aged charge. He then fled to Colorado and after being chased by police, shot himself.
In my school and in my church, we have prayed for the victims, but not the boy who shot the people. Personally, I think we should pray for him more. He was obivously upset and confused, I know from what I've heard, and from what my mom has told me (she works with a lady who's son was the kid's best friend) that he was really hurting and stuck in the middle of a very very bad divorce. I know what it's like to lose yourself in a moment of anger and sorrow.
So pray for that kid, he needs it.
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| last post... |
| 02.01.04 (11:48 am) [edit] |
So perhaps I should explain the last post...see, I was watching "Four Weddings and a Funeral" and...
Oh, just, fuck it.
I'm tired again. I'm going back to bed.
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